Music always gets me thinking.

I know I have already kinda touched base with this in an earlier blog, but man the past couple days I find myself thinking about it alot. Songs have such a great affect on me, and maybe it's because I am an artistic person and we are more "emotional." But when I listen to music, the words really hit home sometimes. Lately I feel like I shouldn't be thinking about the words the way I am, like it bringing back memories I shouldn't dwell on. I have found myself, in my car, ipod on shuffle, and hearing a song and immediately thinking of someone or something and I get all emotional. IT'S LIKE A ROLLER COASTER! Don't you just hate it when you don't want to think about something, and the more you try not to the more you do or things remind you of it? Yeah, that's been me the past few weeks. And when I'm asleep, and have no control over what I'm thinking about...it's there too! I cant seem to shake it and at the same time I don't want to shake it. This is where I am at crossroads. Here comes Michelle, the torn one, the one who can never make up her mind, the one who always has to opposing opinions and thoughts. Maybe I am one of those weird chicks you read about in books, the ones who have two different personalities. One good, one evil. (Don't freak out I'm not bipolar or schizophrenic just talking figuratively.) It really frustrates me, but for right now, I don't know what to do about it.