Let me count the ways...

The words you try to say never seen to come out the way you thought. Even though you try and try to think of what to say, sometimes your mind goes blank and then the only thing you can do is blurt out something else. Sometimes i wish i could pull out my phone and type what i truly want to say then show them. It tends to be easier to write things down then to actually say them. I wish that people talked lyrically, sometimes the best way to tell someone exactly how you feel is through the lyrics of a song. Everyone thinks it, but who actually does it? I do, well i at least try to when i get the chance. Words seem to be the downfall of many people. Either you cant find the right words to say, or you dont say what you actually want to say. There should be somway for one person to connect their thoughts and feelings to another person. Let's go find a cable and connect our brains haha. I know it sounds weird, but sometimes i truly wish i could do that. I really wish i could find words to describe how i feel sometimes, and just letting that other person take a look into my thought and feelings, they would instantly know what i mean without needing words...

The blog of my life.

My first blog, i feel like this should be some sort of epic start to a beautiful addiction. The only way to start a train of thought is by getting a ticket with what i know. Spring break just ended and everyone is getting summer fever. We are all dying for that beach that seems to beckon us every time we think about it. Summer, the best three months of most student's lives. For me, it will be filled with working, going to VCU for a summer art intensive, looking at more colleges, and hopefully getting a tan. Life just seems to be flying by lately, all the years are starting to blur together like a dream. I'm hopeful of what's to come and what the furture holds for me. Sometimes i wish i could flip through the pages of my life and take a peek at the last couple chapters. But like a good mystery, i dont want to ruin the ending...